THIRTEEN         WAYS         LONG         LOOKING         BIRDS         TRANS         SENSE         VITAL



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Distance has its way with us. It sneaks up on us in the gap, the lag, between physical space and virtual space. Our friends and family scatter without concern, and we stay in touch as casually as if we were still neighbors. Able to be “close” despite distance, we invest ourselves more and more in people and places that remain finally, irreducibly, not here. We are left with spirits at once discontinuous and naïve: they span oceans and splay out across landmasses yet are surprised and anxious to find that they lack a localized coherence. And so in canvassing our country we will remind ourselves of the reality – the difficulty – of distance; we will shift the balance of our attention a little more to the physical from the virtual, so as to appreciate our distant close-nesses for the miracles that they are. And as we pay our respect to distance, so will we demand respect in return. Prolonging and ingesting the miles that separate us from others, we will put Distance on notice: You may bind us to where-we-are, to not-where-they-are, but do not forget that we have the power to pierce you, to inhabit you. We may have our way with you too.


II


Our country is in fragments. We are a nation of choirs performing to mirrors, driven apart and sealed off from one another by the inductive force of marketplaces (of ideas, goods, taste, etc.) that thrive on popular partisanship, brand loyalty, and fetish. We want to break out of our cocoon. We will be a channel of communication that casts itself outward, in a looping swath, so as to insist upon a whole, instead of training itself inwards, in ever-tightening focus, so as to further define and isolate a part. Directed toward the public, directed toward the City, directed toward an audience that is un-specified, un-expected, un-honed-in-on. In search of a commons.


III


My mother had a game in a little white box on a shelf over her desk: Capitol Flip. Inside, fifty stamp-sized flash cards and the seeds of an eccentricity. Tallahassee, Helena, Annapolis, Phoenix – like a mantra or spell, the words were nonsense at its most evocative. They seemed primary, architects of the geography that would embody them: How does ‘Montpelier’ express itself in urban terms? ‘Cheyenne’? With its shapes and sounds, each name conjured hazy images of a far-off, otherworldly cityscape.


IV


In honor of the public: A celebration, a revival, a memorial. Free performances. Outdoors, at sites open to everyone, on ground dedicated to the public trust, among monuments to regional identity and mythology.


V


To do something new to the land, something that was not prescribed: To move without moving through a turnstile. To share a secret with our surroundings; to have a relationship with this crowded country that is private.


VI


How can you call a place home if you are a stranger to its names? Especially today, in a media age, when names have newfound power, when until you have been to Alabama it will remain an immaculate myth, subjecting you to its celebrity, estranging you from the union to which it – undeniably - belongs. But it is our union; this is not a matter of choice or opinion; we have been born into it and bear its name. We will not be estranged from it; we will not be homeless; we will take ownership. We will be acquainted with all of it so as to be able to act in its name, as opposed to it acting in ours. We will forge an alloy of its presence and our experience, gathering referents for its terminology, collecting its names, taking them unto ourselves. Becoming of it, not from it. Becoming Americans.


VII


We will carry Utah dust into Massachusetts, Arizona slang into Idaho, Washington soap into Alaska, Kansan anecdotes into Mississippi. In the movement of our bodies, our vehicles, our accessories, our words, we will be a vector of cross-pollination, of exchange, of democracy.


VIII


You can always get what you want. These days, pretty much, what with Target, Ikea, TiVo, Ipod, headphones, satellite TV, the internet, and the like, each dutifully at the service of your every personal whim. Which is a marvel, and to be appreciated. But you lose something if you let yourself go too far into the egocast: adaptability, tolerance, empathy - a richness that derives from traffic with the unknown. So for a summer we will enter settings that are not prepared for us. Adapting to them, instead of asking them to adapt to us. Performing in the midst of, and exposed to, the cities we visit. Engaging with and playing off of sites that are already realized and meaningful, that have their own mission independent of us and independent of entertainment. Seeing what might happen.


IX


Because they’re there, because it can be done, because fifty is a beautiful, elegant, perfect number, because who doesn’t love a road trip. Because madness will out, and what a wonderful method. Because human spaces long to be deterritorialized, paroled for a time from the sober roles to which they have been assigned. Because people do too. All Fifty States. All Fifty.


X


In the twentieth century God was dead and everything was permitted. Freedom was radical, existence preceded essence, and mechanical reproduction made the styles and modes of previous eras readily available for sampling, collage, and juxtaposition. Just do it: the choice and responsibility were yours to become anything you wanted to be. But in the twenty-first, history is making a comeback. Your slate is not blank. All men are not created equal and abstract. You are of the world: you have contingencies, roots. And your freedom and your challenge is to create and navigate your relationship to these unchosen roots. We then will carry out a journey whose course is determined on the basis of history, not style. Carson City and Harrisburg, not Vegas and Philly. To remind ourselves that the past was real, that the past is not an aesthetic choice. And had it happened differently, we would not be here now: We owe it gratitude. In recognition of something more substantial, and perhaps more meaningful, than personal taste.


XI


It was a vicious and degrading election year. Mobilized by this side, demonized by that, we were dehumanized by both. Trickle-down histrionics set in, and public discourse was overrun with proxy concepts, talking points, and a ruthless us-versus-them mentality. Each of us has been infected. We need to shore ourselves up against the damage; we need to experience people and places firsthand, immediately, so as to reground the blocks with which we build our ideas and opinions. In the aftermath, we must purge ourselves of propaganda.


XII


To perform an act. A synthesis, an integration. A phenomenon not merely political, nor merely artistic, nor merely whimsical, but rather a multivalent and robust hybrid. Produced through an extended process of variations on a theme, spanning considerable space and time, and subject to unpredictability and evolution: sedimentary. That couldn’t have been composed, modeled, sketched: couldn’t have been created in private, at a remove from, and critical of, the world. That, in order to be, had to be done.


XIII


It is our country. It belongs to each of us, not to the regimental, super-human force manifest in the pollster, the demographatician, the imageman, and other distorters of the national landscape, who funnel our attention and sense of significance along narrow channels that link selected hubs and leave all else out to parch and wither. We will take it back. We will chart a different course, survey with a different metric. Subscribing to a mythology of earthy roots, not of shimmering surface. Fighting for the freedom to explore space on the terms of the childhood words that captivated us not because we knew what we would find when we got there but rather because we didn’t. Reopening the frontier, seeing it as no longer a matter of breadth and expanse (that which lies beyond a horizon), but rather a matter of depth and flow (that which lies beyond a constriction). We will be weavers, aboard our shuttle, trailing a thread of resonant restagings. Sewing together a land we can believe in.


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